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Tweak says, "you are my only regret"

Bill Weasley (upuaut) wrote,
@ 2009-06-22 13:30:00

Current mood:	cranky
Entry tags:	public

If anyone wants me
I'm in Peru through Wednesday. Thursday and Friday nights, I'll be at the guest house Luna got.

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	loopy_love 2009-06-23 07:30 pm UTC (link)
	Well, I want you, but I rather think that I'm not "allowed" to have you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	upuaut 2009-06-23 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	I don't like these rules. I think the rulebook needs revision. Miss you. Rather a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	loopy_love 2009-06-23 07:47 pm UTC (link)
	I rather want to know what rulebook my aunt is pulling from. I'm sure that it's been out of print for ages. Besides, I think it'd be easier to have you here. In case I need you for something. I miss you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	upuaut 2009-06-23 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	Out of print and written on sheep bones. Easier, more efficient, practical even. Do you need me for anything? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	loopy_love 2009-06-23 07:56 pm UTC (link)
	She's driving Gravesy spare. She would not let him make dinner last night. And she's mentioned having to clean the dining room some time this week for the rehearsal dinner... I always need you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	upuaut 2009-06-23 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	Poor Gravesy. Distract him with that flying saucer thingy? I love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

loopy_love
2009-06-23 08:09 pm UTC (link)

The Roomba? He asked me to tell you that he's so very pleased with it and that he named it "Zoooomba" and that he'll make sure that the floors are even more clean so it won't ever have to pick up a fleck of anything. He was riding it until Aunt Beth started moving things in the kitchen. Now he's hovering.

Do you? The cat is so very far away and so very tiny in my ring.

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	upuaut 2009-06-23 08:14 pm UTC (link)
	That's... I guess that's good. Someone should enjoy it, yeah? You figured it out! Do you like it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	loopy_love 2009-06-23 08:18 pm UTC (link)
	We'll have to write Harry a thank you note. I don't think I've ever seen Gravesy so happy about something Muggle before. I may have figured it out some time ago, William Arthur Weasley. I never call you that. I love it. Though I still think that the cat is much too far away! It looks like a tiny pinpoint and not a cat at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	upuaut 2009-06-23 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	We will. Gravesy's working so hard, seems like he should have some fun too. We really should get him something. Good. I'd rather it was closer to home, too. No further than the next room sounds ideal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	loopy_love 2009-06-23 08:30 pm UTC (link)
	Hm. I wonder what he would like. Do you think that we could manage to hole up in the flat until Friday? Or would we get caught. Oh, and Douglas would like you to know that he's not calling you Professor anything at the wedding or at all until the beginning of term. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	upuaut 2009-06-23 08:36 pm UTC (link)
	Haven't the foggiest. What do House Elves enjoy? Other than flying saucers. We could lock the doors, close the curtains, pretend we're mice. Gravesy would keep us stocked with provisions, yeah? Do you suppose we should mention he can call me "Bill"? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	loopy_love 2009-06-23 08:42 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. When I asked, he said that he needed a new mop, and then pulled on his ears. Not quite the answer I was looking for. We'd have to be very quiet. I think that he knows he can, he's just being difficult. He had to get his dress robes resized. He's grown. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	upuaut 2009-06-23 08:47 pm UTC (link)
	No, a new mop really doesn't convey our gratitude for a job well done.... I could be quiet. I could be very quiet. Even if I do like it when you're... vocal. As long as he doesn't expect me to answer to "hey you", he can call me anything he likes. He's at that age. Eats like a dragon and puts it all towards growing taller. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	loopy_love 2009-06-23 08:52 pm UTC (link)
	We'll just have to bend our minds to the problem and figure something out. I may have noticed once or twice. What else do you like? He's working on something up in his room and won't tell me what. I'm worried that he's going to explode something or the house or the garden or... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	upuaut 2009-06-23 08:59 pm UTC (link)
	Everything, I like everything. The heat of your skin and the smell of your hair, and the way you look at me when I-. Right, not very discreet here, is it? He might think it funny to dungbomb me on my wedding day, but I think he'd refrain for you. He really does love you, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	loopy_love 2009-06-23 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	I miss you. I miss the way you breathe and whisper in my ear and the feel of your hands... Is someone reading over your shoulder? Oh god. I should check his room for dungbombs... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	upuaut 2009-06-23 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	All alone waiting for a diagnostic to finish, but this is a public entry. Send Gravesy, just in case they're booby trapped. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 09:13 pm UTC (link)
	I forgot. I am obviously not thinking as clearly as I should be for want of you. That is a good idea. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	If it's dungbombs, we'll give Gravesy something particularly nice. I hate this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 09:25 pm UTC (link)
	If we can ever determine what it is exactly that he wants. I know. The bed was so empty last night. I'm used to having you there. I don't like it when you're missing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 09:28 pm UTC (link)
	There is that. I don't like not being there. The barracks here doesn't compare. Not enough you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 09:32 pm UTC (link)
	Not any at all. Is it terrible selfish of me to wish you here? If we had eloped we wouldn't have been put through this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 09:36 pm UTC (link)
	I have a photograph here. Doesn't compare at all. There were reasons not to elope, good ones. I just can't think of any right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 09:38 pm UTC (link)
	Neither does your pillow which has mysteriously switched sides of the bed. Though it does lead to some pleasant if frustrating dreams. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 09:42 pm UTC (link)
	Merlin. I should be there, not here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	I wish you were. If I cannot sleep with your arms around me, then I'll just have to make do with stealing a shirt and your pillow. It just doesn't compare at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 09:50 pm UTC (link)
	I like you in my shirts. Nothing compares to the feel of you in my arms, the way you breath, the softness of your skin, the scent of your hair. Nothing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 09:53 pm UTC (link)
	It's one of your softest button ups. You must have had it since you left Hogwarts. I do not know if I believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder. At the moment I am more inclined to think that it makes it grow more desperate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 09:59 pm UTC (link)
	The one with the repaired cuff? I can see you in it, hair mussed, the buttons gaping open, framing your collarbone, shirttails draping low over your thighs.... Desperate, yeah, that's a good word for it. Merlin fuck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 10:06 pm UTC (link)
	You must know that it's worn practically see through. And the second button down keeps slipping through the buttonhole. I want you home. I want to spend my time with you. I want to breathe in the scent of you and feel your skin under my hands. I want rather a lot of things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 10:20 pm UTC (link)
	It's so worn, your skin would gleam pale against it, whiter than the cloth. And the buttons slide out with the barest tug, revealing a path perfect for kisses. Fuck. I should be there. I should be able to lock down my work for the evening and come home to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	They really do. A wrong move and buttons come undone. It makes for quite the dilemma while I'm in bed, I'll have you know. I wish you could. Even if you have the crash from the potion. I'm terribly selfish that way. I prefer your hands to my own. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 10:32 pm UTC (link)
	Best take it off, then. The crash is nothing, an irritation. Merlin, habibi. I want to feel you arching up into my hands, feel your breasts against my skin and the shudder of your gasps as you come undone. Taste you on my tongue, and your sweet sweat. Fuck and it's not even tea time here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 10:40 pm UTC (link)
	But you aren't here to keep me warm. Merlin, Bill... If I close my eyes, I can imagine the heat of your skin and the taste of it against my tongue. But I can't feel you, fell your weight pressing me down into the mattress. There are too many hours in the day when you're gone and not enough when you are here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	Fuck. I can be there in twenty minutes. I have to lock this down for the night, then there's the walk to the portkey point, and then there's Apparating into your bedroom. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	Please. I'll put up an Imperturbable. If you're sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill upuaut 2009-06-23 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	Already working on it. I'll be there in seventeen minutes. I love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered to Bill loopy_love 2009-06-23 10:59 pm UTC (link)
	I love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent)